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back in college, i remember actually singing this to my bed after several long nights slaving over the school paper, my comm. arts thesis, and my advertising thesis (yes, all at the same time). no, there was no one around to notice me being quirky. it was a heartfelt, albeit cheesy, moment strictly between me and my sheets. and i slept the sleep of the just :D
today, i feel i need a moment like that again. just sleep quietly. i haven't been able to sleep well the past few weeks, waking up at odd hours, or transferring from the living room couch to my "zen mattress", or waking up--as in fully awake--at 2am then not being able to go back to sleep... they've done a number on my brain and i can feel it. when i was much younger, such moods only happen when i'm mulling over something presumably deep, or i'm in a poetry writing frenzy. as such, it's a productive sort of trouble. these days, it just makes my mind hazy. i. hate. it.
any advice?
 | when that happens, i get up take a hot shower and pick up a good book. i could at least make good use of my time instead of getting upset for not being able to get back to sleep. |
 | I would wake up and make myself some comfort food comprised of spam, fried eggs and re-heated rice...oh so nice...then i tumble back to sleep...bangungot...:P |
 | Warm chocolate brownie with lots of whipped cream and good company :) Seriously though, it's always nice to talk it out or write it down. For me that always helps. Sometimes you kinda go crazy without any real release. |
 | thanks guys :) it's probably my anemia, too. why i feel i'm not all there, like i'm not firing on all cylinders. pero kahit matagal akong matulog parang pagod pa rin utak ko. lam niyo yon? |
 | when that happens to me, i tell myself that all my worries couldn't be solved at that moment. then i also usually drink a cup of warm milk (the classic solution). otherwise, i get up and write on my journal. i'd be back to sleep by 3 am. |
| my mind is blank! it's blank! that's what i'm hating. i'm still reading and reading and s*%t but it won't absorb info and insight the same way it used to :(( leesss!!! |
| wow, that's terrible. sorry, zane. :-/ hope it'll pass. |
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